When, in the midst of all your fears and insanity
you stop dead in your tracks…
and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out…
And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears, and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening.
You realize that it’s time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon.
You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella, and that in the real world there aren’t always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter), and that any guarantee of ” happily ever after” must begin with you; and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance.
You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are…..and that’s OK. (They are entitled to their own views and opinions.)
And you learn the importance of loving and championing yourself; and in the process a sense of new-found confidence is born of self-approval.
You stop complaining and blaming other people for the things they did to you (or didn’t do for you) and
you learn that the only thing you can really count on is the unexpected.
You learn that people don’t always say what they mean or mean what they say, and that not everyone will always be there for you; and that it’s not always about you.
So, you learn to stand on your own, and to take care of yourself; and in the process, a sense of safety and security is born of self-reliance.
You stop judging and pointing fingers…and you begin to accept people as they are, and to overlook their shortcomings and human frailties; and in the process a sense of peace and contentment is born of forgiveness.
You realize that much of the way you view yourself and the world around you is as a result of all the messages and opinions that have been ingrained into your psyche.
And you begin to sift through all that you’ve been fed about how you should behave, how you should look, and how much you should weigh; what you should wear and where you should shop, and what you should drive; how and where you should live, and what you should do for a living; who you should sleep with, who you should marry, and what you should expect of a marriage; the importance of having and raising children, or what you owe your parents.
You learn to open up to new worlds and different points of view. And you begin reassessing and redefining who you are and what you really stand for.
You learn the difference between wanting and needing, and you begin to discard the doctrines and values you’ve outgrown, or should never have bought into to begin with; and in the process you learn to go with your instincts.
You learn that it is truly in giving that we receive. And that there is power and glory in creating and contributing; and you stop maneuvering through life merely as a “consumer” looking for your next fix.
You learn that principles such as honesty and integrity are not the outdated ideals of a by-gone era, but the mortar that holds together the foundation upon which you must build a life.
You learn that you don’t know everything, it’s not your job to save the world… and that you can’t teach a pig to sing.
You learn to distinguish between guilt and responsibility, and the importance of setting boundaries, and learning to say NO.
You learn that the only cross to bear is the one you choose to carry, and that martyrs get burned at the stake.
Then you learn about love. Romantic love and familial love. How to love, how much to give in love, when to stop giving, and when to walk away.
You learn not to project your needs or your feelings onto a relationship.
You learn that you will not be more beautiful, more intelligent, more lovable or important because of the man on your arm or the child that bears your name. You learn to look at relationships as they really are and not as you would have them be.
You stop trying to control people, situations and outcomes. You learn that just as people grow and change, so it is with love… and you learn that you don’t have the right to demand love on your terms…just to make you happy.
And, you learn that alone does not mean lonely. And you look in the mirror and come to terms with the fact that you will never be a size 5 or a perfect 10, and you stop trying to compete with the image inside your head and agonizing over how you “stack up.”
You also stop working so hard at putting your feelings aside, smoothing things over and ignoring your needs.
You learn that feelings of entitlement are perfectly OK…. And that it is your right to want things and to ask for the things that you want…and that sometimes it is necessary to make demands.
You come to the realization that you deserve to be treated with love, kindness, sensitivity and respect; and you won’t settle for less. And, you allow only the hands of a lover who cherishes you to glorify you with his/her touch… and in the process you internalize the meaning of self-respect.
And you learn that your body really is your temple, and you begin to care for it and treat it with respect. You begin eating a balanced diet, drinking more water and taking more time to exercise. You learn that fatigue diminishes the spirit and can create doubt and fear. So you take more time to rest.
And, just as food fuels the body, laughter fuels our soul. So you take more time to laugh and to play.
You learn, that for the most part, in life you get what you believe you deserve… and that much of life truly is a self-fulfilling prophecy.
You learn that anything worth achieving is worth working for, and that wishing for something to happen is different from working toward making it happen.
More importantly, you learn that in order to achieve success you need direction, discipline and perseverance. You also learn that no one can do it all alone and that it’s OK to risk asking for help.
You learn that the only thing you must truly fear is the great robber baron of all time, FEAR itself.
You learn to step right into and through your fears because you know that whatever happens you can handle it, and to give in to fear is to give away the right to live life on your terms.
And you learn to fight for your life and not to squander it living under a cloud of impending doom.
You learn that life isn’t always fair, you don’t always get what you think you deserve; and that sometimes bad things happen to unsuspecting, good people. On these occasions you learn not to personalize things.
You learn that God isn’t punishing you or failing to answer your prayers. It’s just life happening.
And you learn to deal with evil in its most primal state — the ego. You learn that negative feelings such as anger, envy and resentment must be understood and redirected or they will suffocate the life out of you, and poison the universe that surrounds you.
You learn to admit when you are wrong and to building bridges instead of walls.
You learn to be thankful and to take comfort in many of the simple things we take for granted, things that millions of people upon the earth can only dream about: a full refrigerator, clean running water, a soft warm bed, a long hot shower.
Slowly, you begin to take responsibility for yourself by yourself; and you make yourself a promise to never betray yourself and to never, ever, settle for less than your heart’s desire.
And you hang a wind chime outside your window…….. so you can listen to the wind. And you make it a point to keep smiling, to keep trusting, and to stay open to every wonderful possibility.
Finally, with courage in your heart and with God by your side you take a stand; you take a deep breath, and you begin to design the life you want to live as best as you can.
Let’s LIVE this gift we have been given…
The Gift Of LIFE
Let’s not let it waste away.
It seems to me that the worst thing that could happen would be for things to stay the way they have been. So how do we relate to so many changes ahead?
The beauty of the answer is that it is the same answer to every question ever asked by any person at any time in civilization.
What we need to do to weather these changes is exactly what we need to do if none of these changes ever occurs.
We need to live our lives in harmony with the Spirit.
We need to love.
We need to be strong and compassionate.
We need to remember who we are—Children of a Loving God.
We need to serve and respect each other and our home, the earth.
We need to let go of negative ways of thinking, speaking, and acting,
and to replace them with laughter, mutual support, respect, and truth.
We need to practice what we were advised, in love, to do,
two thousand years ago, and thousands of years before that…….
Love God with all your being, and Love one another as yourself.
No matter what happens in all or any of our lives, Love and Faith will be the only standards that carry us through. And if things are just peachy-keen in our lives, these same principles are still the only ones that will make us happy.
The forms that life takes may change, but the principles that make life work are constant.
Awareness of God is the only foundation that has made any life worthwhile, and so shall it always remain.
This weight may be too much to bear.
This card (10 Wands) represents those among us who are unwilling to let go of excessive responsibility, or those who carry their emotional baggage everywhere they go.
With genuine loving care and healing… to all my fellow human beings…..
We can all change our lives to be what we wish them to be.
Put down that heavy load you carry everywhere you go, full of ideals,
worries, stress, jealousies, materialism, the past,
and the mind set which no longer serves you well.
Don’t carry it everywhere you go.